How it started....
What compels people to use drugs? It is your typical question is'nt it? I started putting a needle in my arm at 18yrs old. I did it because i was always curious at what it was like. See i was one of those kids that had the world at her feet. I had optimism, a great life, supportive family and friends. I was always wanting to try new things and experience everything i could in life. And it was....simply that. I chose to let my boyfriend at the time put a needle in my arm because new experiences excited me. It was like i felt that my days were numbered. I just had to the most i could to get the most out of life. Life has a way of crumbling down when you are using. One crumb at a time. For me, i started not hanging out with friends that didnt use. Then, i started not going outdoors to the beach. I always went to the beach usually however this was not important anymore. I found myself in the mish mash crowd of people of all different ages, all hanging around at someone's house, smo